Session Start: Mon Nov 13 02:36:53 2000 [02:36] *** Now talking in #LuvEwe [02:37] *** Joins: Chrys (flare_star@lsanca1-ar7-216-233.dsl.gtei.net) [02:37] *** Retrieving #LuvEwe info... [02:37] :O [02:37] *** Rachel sets mode: +snt [02:37] ;) [02:37] Hey there sexy [02:37] BRB! O_o [02:37] LOL [02:37] *** Rachel sets mode: +i-s [02:38] *** Rachel changes topic to 'Secret of Mana Lude. Oh baby. Baaaa.' [02:43] Sorry! :O [02:43] Issok. ;) Erm.. ^^ [02:43] My bowels picked a bad time to explode [02:43] LOL [02:43] brb ;) Pee. [02:44] Ah! [02:44] Better! [02:45] O_O BLEED OUT LOL [02:45] O_o [02:45] Arf? [02:45] "go'n ta bleed out, boy'o" [02:46] Freak ;) Are we doin this? ^_- [02:46] Only if you say session start. ;) I'll set the scene, but you gotta start it yo [02:46] Aww...you're gonna GM, eh? ;) [02:46] I dunno :O [02:46] Do you wanna set scene? [02:47] Then go ahead [02:47] :O [02:47] *** Rachel changes topic to '-=- Chapter 10.8: Caught Unawares. | Loc: Kakkara, Silk Road Haven | Time: Djinn's Day, Daytime | 937 Luc -=-' [02:47] I got it all typed up, yo ;) [02:47] Then go aheeed [02:47] * Rachel ahems! ^^ [02:48] 2-= LUDE START! =- [02:48] Aw, that wasn't very damn impressive! [02:48] * Rachel tries again ;) [02:48] 2-= LUDE START! =- [02:48] >> The corridor to the rooms is all but empty. Rachel walks them alone, a towel clasped around herself tightly, almost protectively. Water drips from her wet hair to the floor ryhtmically. The towel presents those who would look with a view of a much more feminine Mana Knight and instead of the tough boyish mercenary, Rachel seems much more vulnerable and feminine. [02:48] <> [02:49] Ťooc: Yes SAH! ť [02:49] * Rachel seems rather troubled as she walked onwards, a faint blush on her fair face... [02:51] * Chrys leans against the wall, watching Rachel walk by. "Excuse me, ma'am, but have you seen Rachel Sundin around..?" [02:51] * Chrys winks [02:51] * Rachel jumps a little and inhales sharply in fear before exhaling. "Gods, Chrys....you scared me." [02:52] Sorry...I'm just...edgy. Things are getting wierd. [02:53] Oh yeah? Wanna tell me about it? [02:53] * Rachel hugs the towel tighter to her body, the soft lighting illuminating several scars along her shoulders and one long one on her neck... ^^ [02:53] ...Sure. You mind getting on some clothes, though? It's kind of...distracting. ^^; [02:54] Hey, you're the one who caught me outside of a bath room ;) [02:54] It's on the other side of the building! O_o Geesh! It's not like I was waiting in the doorway for you... ^^; [02:55] * Rachel chuckles and saunters past Chrys, idly unlocking the door to the room she has and pushing it.. "Come on in, then." [02:55] * Chrys erps. "Fine, then." ^^; [02:55] * Chrys follows Rachel on in ^^; [02:56] * Rachel runs a hand through her thick hair and grabs her clothes and armor off the bed, heading for the bathroom.. "So? Speak." [02:56] * Rachel closes the door and begins to dress within the bathroom. ^^ [02:57] *** Rachel sets mode: +o Chrys [02:57] Welll... [02:57] * Chrys sighs. [02:58] Well? You're not usually so....cryptic. What's bugging you..? [02:59] Lots of things. The Empire, the whole Kippo thing, the fact that everyone is so damn interested in us, encroaching schitsophrenia... [03:00] * Rachel steps out of the bathroom in her usual get up, straightening the collar of her undersuit to cover the scar on her neck in the mirror briefly before looking at Chrys. "The Empire we can handle...the Kippo thing, we'll solve...and people are interested in us because...uhm...we're....apparently the joke of the Gods? As for your schitzophrenia....uhm..." [03:02] I don't know. It's been going on since puberty, it seems, and it's just gotten worse these past few years. Now ever since I've met you it's like I'm constantly battling with the other me. The, well, everyone thinks he's the legendary Hawk Fenrir. It doesn't matter a damn bit to me... [03:02] I just want him out. [03:02] So...are you Chrys, now, then? And not this Hawkeye guy? [03:02] * Chrys is lying on the bed, staring at the cieling. [03:03] * Chrys sighs. "I hope so. It's hard to tell any more..." [03:03] Well, now that you're comfortable. ;) Don't worry, Chrys...whatever happens, you know I'll stick by ya, right..? [03:04] ...yeah, I guess... [03:04] * Rachel shakes her head and sits down beside Chrys on the bed, raising an eyebrow at him. "You guess?" [03:05] I don't...I don't know. What happens if something does happen and I'm alone? [03:05] *** Radien [radiens@sdn-ar-003oreugeP055.dialsprint.net] is on IRC (???) [03:05] You aren't ever alone....and besides, if something does happen...I'll do everything I can to help you... [03:07] ... [03:08] * Rachel looks down at Chrys for a few moments before standing. "What? Going mute on me now...?" [03:08] I just don't know. :\ [03:09] I can't give you anything other than my word, Chrys...I mean.. I.. [03:09] * Rachel frowns and rubs her neck. [03:10] I know. [03:11] What...what's wrong with your neck, anyways...? You're always rubbing it, and it looked like you had a scar there... [03:11] * Rachel freezes and her hand stops.. [03:12] ...Sorry...if you don't want to talk about it, that's fine. [03:12] No..I mean...it's...just a scar....knife wound... [03:12] ...Knife wound...? [03:12] Yeah....you know me....always mouthing off.... [03:13] ... [03:13] * Rachel laughs lowly.. [03:13] * Chrys doesn't seem to accept this, but doesn't press it further. [03:13] Anyway. This isn't about me. What can I do to help you, Chrys...? I hate seeing you like this.... so troubled... [03:15] You can't really do anything to help me...but I do admit I did come here for a reason... the Kahn wanted to meet you... [03:16] * Rachel blinks. "Me? Why m-....oh. No, let me guess...something about me being the Mana Knight...." [03:16] * Rachel 's eyes darken a bit as a shadow plays over them.. [03:16] Not completely. He wants to meet the whole group...I think it involves Kippo somehow, but I'm not sure how. [03:17] Good news, I hope... then again....this is us we're talking about... [03:18] ... [03:18] * Rachel shakes her head. "Anyway...does he need to see me right away..." [03:19] As soon as possible... but that doesn't mean we have to go right now... [03:19] <> [03:19] Ťooc: As was intended ť [03:20] * Rachel glances at Chrys. "Well...I mean...it's just...the others need to relax....after the last fight....I should at least try to keep them happy....if not barely alive..." [03:20] Yeah...but...don't try to take this on alone. After all, that's the quickest way for you to go nuts. [03:20] As if I'm not already. ;) [03:21] You're a lot less nuts than I am. [03:22] * Rachel chuckles.. "Well...I'm the psychotic Mana Knight...you're the multiplepersonality thief guy... I'd say we fill and surpass our weirdo quotent..." [03:22] ... [03:23] I never thought I'd say this again in my life...but I actually want to go home. [03:23] * Rachel hugs herself and leans against the wall, gazing at Chrys... "Home? Oh...you mean Pandora..." [03:23] * Rachel shivers softly. [03:23] No. [03:23] Not Pandora. [03:23] Thank the gods...can't see why you'd wanna go back there....where do you hail from, then...? [03:23] I didn't live there, it was just a base of operations. I mean -before- the thieves' guild. [03:23] ... [03:23] Ťooc: Dear GOD I forgot where I lived ť [03:24] * Rachel tilts her head... [03:24] <> [03:24] Northtown. [03:24] During the five or ten brief years that it wasn't a part of the god damned Empire. [03:25] Northtown....what was it like...? [03:25] ... [03:25] Just like any other town. Like Pandora was to you, or like Kippo was to Cody. [03:26] * Rachel narrows her eyes faintly but keeps the hate from her voice. "Pandora is nothing like Kippo, though...are you telling me that it was a worthless, dirty, pathetic town...?" [03:27] I'm telling you it was just another town. It was the people that made it how it was. [03:28] Alright...so how did YOU percieve it, Chrys...c'mon...don't you have good memories....fond things that you remember...like the way the water felt on your face on a warm morning...or the grass on your feet as you ran through the fields... [03:28] ... [03:29] Those times are gone now. [03:29] * Rachel rubs her arm a little and closes her eyes with a soft sigh, resting her head back on the wall.. "....yeah....they are...." [03:30] I can't believe how fucking innocent I was back then. I thought nothing could ever go wrong. [03:30] Yeah...I hear you there...but god....it'd be nice to be innocent like that again...if only for a day... [03:31] Still..I... [03:31] God...If anything could make you hate Pandora THAT much, it must have been a hell of a lot worse than what I went through. [03:32] * Rachel closes her eyes tighter and her hand squeezes her arm... "I don't know. I don't know what you went through. I don't know what anyone has gone through..." [03:33] I didn't go through much. I just lost everything I ever had...and then couldn't get any semblance of it back. [03:34] Oh Chrys...that's a lot..... [03:34] ... [03:34] God...it's not like I don't have feelings... [03:35] * Rachel snaps her eyes open... "...did I..I never meant it...I mean..." [03:36] No. It wasn't directed towards you.. [03:36] I was just... oh, never mind. -_- [03:36] Chrys... [03:38] <> [03:39] Talk to me...c'mon...I ain't Roric...I ain't Cody either... [03:40] God. You know how everything seems just perfect, and then you open your eyes and realize that it never was...? [03:41] * Rachel pushes herself off the wall and saunters back over to Chrys and sits next to him... "...yeah...I know that feeling..." [03:41] That was my childhood. [03:41] Your childhood...? What happened...? [03:42] ... [03:42] What happened? It did. [03:43] * Rachel tilts her head back and looks at the ceiling.. "It..? Did your parents beat you or starve you or...?" [03:43] No. My parents were great. They died. And then everyone else beat me. Not physically, of course... [03:44] Jeezus...s'pretty fuckin bad... [03:44] I "deserved it". I was the god damned rich kid in town, after all. [03:46] * Rachel darkens and looks down at Chrys.. "People can be so stupid...so cold..." [03:47] My parents and my grandma were the only ones that gave a damn about me. So I left. Left behind my past, the inheritance, everything. Found my way to Pandora and the guild, and they've basically been my family since then... [03:47] Well, in a nutshell. [03:48] You're a survivor.. [03:48] <<*tropical theme*>> [03:49] I had to be. [03:49] * Rachel smiles wryly.. "Yeah...but you're here...you survived...that's something to be proud of, if anything..." [03:49] I'm the only one left in my family, I couldn't rightly die without one hell of a fight, could I? The James family is known for fighting the odds, and the Souryuus weren't known for backing down either.. [03:50] * Rachel rests her chin on her knees as she hauls her legs close to her body... "...must be nice..." [03:52] What? Living your life knowing that if you die, the memories of everyone related to you does too? Or maybe you mean lying in the gutter bleeding to death because of a failed job... [03:52] * Rachel laughs lowly.. "You know....it's better that they're dead to you physically...instead of mentally...emotionally....just empty shells....empty smiles...." [03:54] ... [03:55] Ťooc: Duvet, Techno Mix ť [03:55] * Rachel snaps out of it and shrugs a little. "I guess maybe I shouldn't say that huh...sorry...I didn't mean..." [03:55] <> [03:55] I know what you mean. It's okay. [03:56] Is that how you... [03:56] * Chrys shakes his head. "Never mind." [03:56] * Rachel blinks a little dully.. "No. Finish it." [03:56] The scars. [03:57] Ah...nope...the only scars my worthless family gave me were emotional...well, aside from a few bruises. But those fade... [03:59] ... [03:59] But hey...I'm a different person now. I'm never going to be that person ever again....ever... [03:59] Not even if I wanted to be again, right? [04:00] * Rachel gazes at Chrys.. "I wish you could have the happiness back..." [04:00] I don't. It was hollow. [04:01] It was my own little world. It had to fall apart eventually. [04:01] * Rachel smiles dryly.. "But now you've got us..." [04:01] Exactly. [04:01] And quite frankly, I wouldn't trade any of you guys for anything. [04:02] Well...except maybe Niki. ^_- [04:02] * Rachel blinks and laughs softly. "Oh jeez. Don't tell her that, she'd punt you across the continent." [04:02] Which is exactly the reason I would. ^^; [04:03] Even if I wanted to get rid of you guys, I couldn't. ;) [04:05] Hey, I don't swing around "Phallic Symbol of Overcompensation" in the middle of battle, if you think that's the reason you can't get rid of us. [04:06] Heh. ;) No... I just...I gotta make sure you guys get through this...if I back out now.....you guys might die....and you can't, you just can't.. [04:06] Why not...? Could it be that you *gasp* actually care for some of us? [04:06] * Rachel flinches faintly... "......." [04:07] -frontier.ie.eu.lunarnet.org:@#LuvEwe- Rachel invited Lucca into the channel. [04:07] *** Joins: Lucca (dinner@PPPa41-ResalePortlandOr12-4R7059.saturn.bbn.com) [04:07] Er, sorry...I didn't mean it like that... [04:07] It's okay... I know I'm an asexual ice bitch a lot of the time.... [04:08] Yeah...about that...I'm sorry, okay...? [04:08] I wasn't thinking straight and I don't think I was completely Chrys at the time. [04:09] No...it's alright... I've been called much, much worse...besides...if being that way protects you guys....makes us stronger...then screw it... [04:10] No. I mean about what I did... [04:10] Heh. You regret that, huh..? [04:10] No, but I regret making you feel like that... I could tell you wanted to punch me. [04:11] It's alright....I'm fucked up inside....any other girl would like it...it's not like you were raping me... [04:11] ... [04:12] Bullshit. It was raping without the sex. -_- [04:12] * Rachel nuzzles her face into her knees. "Trust me...it was hardly anything like that...." [04:13] ... [04:14] <<~ Without it, I'm failing, my heart waits in the wings alone, the stages I go through keep coming time and time and time again...do you wonder how I stay so complacent inside..? ~>> [04:15] * Rachel sighs softly. "Anyway...it's not......." [04:15] I don't know what to say..we seem to have run out of things to blame ourselves for... [04:15] * Rachel nudges Chrys with her toe. "There's always something..." [04:16] Chrys.. I have a favor to ask you...a small favor.. [04:17] Favor...? [04:17] If I ever give you the sword....don't give it up....no matter what... [04:18] * Chrys exhales a bit, relieved. "Not a problem. They won't even get it over my dead body." [04:18] Good.....good. Just in case... [04:19] * Rachel untucks herself from her little angsty ball of Rachel and looks down at Chrys for a few minutes before standing.. [04:20] Ťooc: Angsty ball of Rachel? heh.. ť [04:20] * Chrys sits up. "Just in case...?" [04:20] Yeah. You know. In case a time comes when I'm no longer around. I need to know someone will protect the sword.... [04:21] I will, Rache. [04:21] * Rachel smiles wryly. "Did you expect me to ask you if you'd father my children or something?" [04:22] *** Quits: Lucca (dinner@PPPa41-ResalePortlandOr12-4R7059.saturn.bbn.com) (Killed (NickServ (GHOST command used by Happybutt))) [04:22] *** Lucca [dinner@pionet-250.lclark.edu] is on IRC (Nicole Dinner) [04:22] -frontier.ie.eu.lunarnet.org:@#LuvEwe- Rachel invited Lucca into the channel. [04:22] *** Joins: Lucca (dinner@pionet-250.lclark.edu) [04:22] * Chrys wideeyes and chokes on his own spit "GHahsngeikjwr!%*&RY #WU" O_o [04:22] Don't DO THAT! O_o [04:22] * Rachel raises both eyebrows. "What!" [04:23] * Chrys plops back down on the bed. "Agh...why would I think of such a thing?" [04:23] * Rachel blinks, confused. "Think of...?" [04:24] That! What you thought I expected you to say! [04:24] What, don't you think I could handle you. ;) [04:25] * Chrys wideeyes and turns red as a beet. "GHkkhk..." [04:25] * Rachel laughs softly.. "Calm down...it's okay...I was kidding...I don't really think you'd think that..." [04:26] * Chrys gasps for air. "Geez, Rache...Warn me before making sexual comments when I'm in a serious conversation! It scares me!" [04:27] Sorry...Keylia has rubbed off on me... [04:27] * Rachel pauses and her face flushes a little at that. [04:28] I just...I... [04:28] * Rachel gazes at Chrys.. [04:29] Gah...One little comment turns me into a blubbering little pile of wierd... this isn't like me.. [04:29] Hey...it's okay... maybe I should just lay off...? [04:30] <> [04:30] Well, uh, ^^; [04:31] * Rachel smiles wryly.. "Yeah. It's alright...I'll..." [04:31] Why do I get the subtle feeling someone is laughing at me right now? ^^; [04:31] Whaddaya mean...? [04:32] I dunno. [04:33] * Rachel raises an eyebrow.. "Well...you can't say your life is boring.." [04:34] Neither is yours, little miss happypants. [04:34] * Chrys blinks. .oO(Where the FUCK did THAT comment come from?) [04:34] Well ye-...excuse me?! [04:34] * Rachel grins wolfishly at Chrys. ^_- [04:36] You're excused. ^_- [04:37] * Rachel scowls and walks to the bed, leaning down and poking Chrys in the chest. "Watch it, buster. You're the one on MY bed, after all." [04:39] I am? Funny, I thought this bed belonged to the Inn. ^_- [04:39] Oh haw haw haw. ;) You know...I am the Mana Knight. I'm pretty sure this means that I'm allowed to kick your scrawny purple haired behind. ;) [04:40] Yes, but how do you know I won't go insane again? [04:41] * Rachel looks deviant and leans down closer to Chrys, a fiendish grin on her lips. "Because. You'll. Love. Every. Minute. Of. It." ;) [04:41] Of course I will. ;) [04:42] * Rachel laughs and straightens up again. "I thought maybe you'd blush again....damn." ;) [04:42] What, you like turning me into a babbling pile of wierd? ;) [04:42] I didn't know things like that floated your boat, Key.. [04:42] <> [04:42] Ťooc: GH*O@TIWFJKSL ť [04:42] Ťooc: NOT KEY ť [04:42] Ťooc: RACHE ť [04:43] Ťooc: AGH ť [04:43] Ťooc: mymymy. :) ť [04:43] Hey, I'm a woman. Despite the haircut.^^; Just because my heart is horribly twisted and fucked and ice cold doesn't mean I don't find pleasure in the more finer things in life. ^_- [04:43] * Rachel idly wonders if she's been hanging around Keylia too long. ^^; [04:44] *** Disconnected [04:45] *** Attempting to rejoin... Session Close: Mon Nov 13 04:45:14 2000 Session Start: Mon Nov 13 04:45:44 2000 [04:45] *** Now talking in #LuvEwe [04:45] *** Topic is '-=- Chapter 10.8: Caught Unawares. | Loc: Kakkara, Silk Road Haven | Time: Djinn's Day, Daytime | 937 Luc -=-' [04:45] *** Set by Rachel on Mon Nov 13 02:43:22 [04:45] *** Heather is now known as Rachel [04:45] -> *NickServ* IDENTIFY jxzxhm [04:45] *** Chrys sets mode: +o Rachel [04:46] Why do you insist you're little miss Ice Bitch? [04:46] I've seen you, Rache. If you were an ice queen, you wouldn't have listened to me ramble on about my life and psychoses. [04:46] Ťooc: Both reposts ť [04:46] * Rachel exhales a little and crosses her arms across her chest. "Because...I need to be." [04:47] You need to be? For who? Keylia? The group? [04:47] ...Yourself? [04:48] * Rachel stares at Chrys for a moment before looking down at her feet... "All of the above, I guess...." [04:48] ... [04:49] The same way I have to be an overbearing asshole, right? [04:49] No. It's not like that at all. You don't have the whole world's fate on your shoulders. [04:49] ... [04:50] Yes, I do. I have to be here to keep you company through this. Two heads are always better than one, after all. [04:50] * Rachel looks up and at Chrys.. "Chrys..." [04:51] * Chrys whirls around to a sitting position on the edge of the bed. "It's true, Rache. You couldn't do this alone. Nobody could. Nobody's THAT strong." [04:52] Not you, not me, not Keylia...Hell, not even the god damned emperor. [04:52] * Rachel clenches her fists. "It doesn't matter, does it....in the end, I'll be alone..." [04:52] NO. [04:52] Goddess damn it all, NO YOU WON'T! [04:53] * Chrys stands up, glaring at Rachel with tears in his eyes. "You will NOT be alone, goddess damn it...there is no fucking way I'll allow it. Even if I die I won't let you be alone..." [04:54] * Rachel blinks a little and murmurs.. "You don't know me....none of you do..." [04:55] I don't need to know you. [04:55] I only need to know what I know right now. [04:56] And that would be...? [04:56] ... [04:56] That would be enough, is what that would be... [04:57] * Rachel gazes at Chrys for a few moments, pain in her eyes.. "...I...wish..." [04:58] * Chrys leans against the wall, hands pressed down next to either side of Rachel's head, getting quite close to her and looking her straight in the eyes. [04:59] I know that I would do anything for you...even give up my life, if need be...and I know that nothing, and I mean nothing is going to change that. [04:59] * Rachel freezes in place, breathing harsh.. "C-Chrys..." [05:00] Damn it all, Rachel, I love you. And if I don't love you, I at least care for you enough not to see you throw your life away because of some stupid fucking sword. [05:01] * Rachel pales.. [05:01] You... [05:02] * Chrys nods. [05:03] * Rachel 's eyes convey a deep, primal, bone rattling fear suddenly and she ducks from beneath him, whirling to point a finger at him. "You...YOU CAN'T LOVE ME!" [05:04] Fine then. I don't. I'm NOT going to see you killed for no reason other than your own god damn suicidal streak, though! [05:04] * Rachel struggles against herself and staggers back a little, breathing fast.. [05:06] * Chrys glares, an odd fire in his green eyes. [05:07] * Rachel looks everywhere except for Chrys, shoulders shaking faintly.... [05:08] ...h-how... [05:08] How what? [05:08] How could I get such feelings for you in such a short time? [05:09] Yes.....how...? Why not...someone like Rahne...or Rhiana.... [05:09] Oh, I don't know. It could involve being trapped in my own damn mind half the time. It could just be divine intervention. [05:10] * Rachel drags a hand roughly across her eyes... [05:10] Ťooc: So tempted for Cody to overhear :p ť [05:10] <> [05:10] <> [05:11] Ťooc: I don't? :) He could be coming to check on her! ť [05:12] * Rachel murmurs.. "Chrys....please....I...you can't...you're going to be hurt...and I couldn't....not...." [05:12] I've lived with pain before. I'm willing to live with it again. [05:13] oh gods... [05:14] * Rachel turns and looks down at the sword on the bedstand before her... [05:16] ........I should've never left... [05:17] * Chrys sighs and starts to leave. "I'm sorry. I should have never opened my fucking mouth. If you want me out of your life, I'll leave." [05:18] C....Chrys.... [05:18] ...Well? What do you want...? [05:18] * Rachel grabs her head and shudders softly, like she's about to faint or be sick.. "I....I...." [05:19] Ťooc: Rachel: AM GOING TO HULK SMASH YOU ť [05:19] <> [05:20] * Chrys turns around. "Rache...?" [05:20] * Rachel pants softly and looks up at Chrys through fright filled eyes.. "I don't...feel...so..." [05:21] Ťooc: Rachel: *Baaaaaaaarf* er...*boink!* er...no that's not it...uh... ť [05:21] <> [05:22] Ťooc: Rachel *Piss noise* Shit! NO! I mean...*plop* DAMMIT! I mean...*Oooooooooh faaaaaaint*...THASSIT! ť [05:22] * Rachel staggers and then collapses on the floor with a soft thump...! [05:22] Rache! O_o [05:22] * Chrys grabs Rachel before she can hit the ground completely. [05:23] Oh, son of a rabite... I should learn to keep my damn mouth shut... [05:23] * Rachel 's head dips back bonelessly... [05:23] .oO("Yes, you should.") [05:23] >> There's a soft knock on the door. [05:23] *** Lucca is now known as Cody [05:23] *** Lucca [dinner@pionet-250.lclark.edu] has left IRC [05:23] Ťooc: O_O RACHEL LOST HER SKULL! ť [05:23] Rachel?...Are you in there...? [05:23] It's me... [05:23] <> [05:23] * Cody knocks again ^ ^; [05:23] * Chrys grabs Rachel and puts her on the bed, panicing. [05:23] <> [05:23] * Rachel groans softly.. [05:23] * Chrys quietly hides in the bathroom ^^;; [05:23] <> [05:24] * Cody opens the door to find Rachel asleep on the bed...groaning? O_o [05:24] .oO("Fucking idiot.") [05:24] * Rachel curls up tightly... -_- [05:24] .oO(Yeah, shut up, Fenrir.) [05:24] * Cody then looks to the bathroom and sees Chrys didn't even close the damn door. :p [05:24] <> [05:24] Chrys...what in the ...? O_o [05:24] * Chrys is hiding in the shower, and hence isn't visible! :O [05:24] <> [05:24] <> [05:24] * Chrys notices the shower curtain is open. Doh. [05:24] <> [05:25] Erh...I can explain. Really. ^^; [05:25] ...rruh.. [05:25] * Cody shakes Rachel lightly. [05:25] * Rachel flinches away from Cody. [05:25] * Chrys quietly tries to slink out of the room [05:25] Stop! [05:25] Oh you so stop right there! [05:25] <> [05:25] ^^;; Er... [05:25] * Cody points at Chrys. :p [05:25] What did you do to her? [05:25] Ťooc: IN THE NAME OF THE MOON I WILL PUNISH YOU ť [05:25] <> [05:26] I didn't! I swear! [05:26] l...lea... [05:26] ...You...did what? [05:26] I didn't do anything! [05:26] * Cody stares at Rachel..."You didn't...have...?" [05:26] <> [05:26] O_o WHAT?! [05:26] You think I... [05:26] * Chrys does ye olde pelvic thrust charades [05:26] <> [05:26] O_o No! [05:27] * Rachel grits her teeth and makes a low growling sound... [05:27] * Cody pales visibly. "Yes. That. Please do not jut your penis out at me when I'm having a serious conversation with you! It's eerie!" [05:27] <> [05:27] * Chrys blinks and sweatdrops. [05:27] * Cody can't help but blush a bit. [05:27] Ťooc: Oh god the tone of the lude just changed RADICALLY ť [05:27] <> [05:28] * Rachel slowly opens her eyes and blinks dizzily.. [05:28] * Cody coughs and gets serious. "You...you did...Didn't you? That's why you were in the bathroom...and..." [05:28] rruhh...? [05:28] WHAT? No!! [05:29] * Rachel realizes there are two men in her room now and they're talking loudly...she puts a hand to her head... [05:29] Then...why is...? [05:29] She passed out! [05:29] uh...uh... [05:30] * Cody turns to Rachel, and sees that she's waking up. He gently brushes some hair from her eyes. "She just...passed out? But she was fine earlier...' [05:30] * Rachel swallows hard and flinches again. [05:31] That is my fault. I opened my god damned mouth. Just let me leave, okay? She probably hates me now... [05:31] <> [05:31] ...You can go if you want. Just...don't hurt her. Ever. Okay? [05:31] * Cody gives Chrys a steady gaze. [05:32] I don't know what happened in her past, but it hurts her. Confronting her is only going to make it worse. [05:32] * Chrys turns on his heel and starts out. "I didn't confront her, but I hurt her all the same. I'm leaving. For good. See ya, Cody, good luck." [05:32] No! Wait! [05:32] ...Why should I? [05:33] Because that's the second time you're doing this. Do you always run away from your problems? [05:33] <> [05:34] Yes. If I don't run, I die. It's that simple. You keep running or your pursuers catch up to you. And then, bang, you're bleeding in the snow. [05:34] * Cody sighs, his voice getting soft. "You have no idea how much I want to just run from this. All of this. I'm no fighter. Everyone in Kippo hates me and the majority of the group doesn't even know I'm around. I'm just the 'healer'. But...I don't." [05:34] <> [05:34] Ťooc: I'm surprised Cody didn't have some sort of violent reaction :O ť [05:34] * Cody shakes his head. "Chrys...haven't you figured out that Rachel is in serious trouble herself?" [05:35] Ťooc: Cody's not really THAT violent. He feels very bitterly sorry for him though. ť [05:35] * Chrys turns around again. "YES! THAT'S EXACTLY THE PROBLEM!" [05:35] <> [05:35] And how is leaving Rachel going to help her? She needs support. [05:36] The sooner we get to Wendel...the sooner our problems are over. Don't you see? Everything will be solved there! [05:36] <> [05:36] She needs support, not another fucking trauma waiting to happen. THAT'S why I'm leaving. [05:36] Ťooc: Oh that's what He thinks :P It's a lie :D ť [05:36] ...Why don't you ask her what she wants? [05:37] I did. She passed out. [05:37] <> [05:37] ...And how did you go about asking her? Were you confrontational about it? [05:37] <> [05:37] No. I asked, pure and simple. "What do you want?" And she passed out. [05:38] Just that? What happened before? [05:38] <> [05:39] ..... [05:39] You don't just casually say to someone, "Hello, Mister Joe! What do you want?" and that person pass out. :p [05:39] <> [05:39] Ťooc: Hello, Mister Cody! What do you want? *knocks him out* ť [05:39] * Rachel pushes herself up on the bed, blinking away the dizziness.... [05:39] Ťooc: Cody is in an odd mood from seeing Rachel naked :P ť [05:39] S...stop...stop fighting... [05:40] ....Cody, fuck you. I don't need to tell you anything. [05:40] Chrys...... [05:40] ............ [05:40] Please don't go... [05:40] * Cody blinks at Chrys and looks a bit hurt, his indignant mood wearing off a bit. [05:40] Ťooc: THAT'S A LOT OF PUNCTUATION ť [05:40] ... [05:40] Ťooc: I want to cash it in for semi-colons! ť [05:40] Please....even if I act how I do....we need you... [05:41] * Rachel rests her forehead in her palm.. [05:41] * Cody remains silent. [05:41] No you don't. [05:41] * Rachel fights back tears... [05:41] Please... [05:42] You need Cody, you need Keylia, You need Rahne. You need everyone BUT me. I'm just the token romantic TWIT of this little charade the Goddess is making us play. [05:42] ....... [05:42] oh god.. [05:42] * Cody glares at Chrys silently. [05:43] . o O ( Non-confrontational my hide... ) [05:43] Ťooc: So fry mah hide! ť [05:44] Ťooc: Hey uh...can I be opped cuz you love me? :) ť [05:44] * Rachel scrunches her hair in her hands.... [05:44] *** Rachel sets mode: +o Cody [05:44] Ťooc: Love :D ť [05:45] .....f...fine. [05:45] * Chrys turns around and starts out, but stops, torn. [05:45] (w) Leaving her isn't going to help her becaus she cares for you... [05:45] ...... [05:46] I....can't......love......anyone. [05:46] (q) You don't know anything, Cody... you never did... [05:46] So stop. [05:46] * Cody eyes express deep hurt, and he clutches a hand silently to his chest. [05:46] Just go. [05:46] Just LEAVE. [05:46] ALRIGHT?! [05:46] FUCKING LEAVE! [05:46] ... [05:46] Rachel. [05:46] Bedstand. Sword. [05:47] ...... [05:47] Ťooc: Talking. Single. Word. Sentences. ť [05:47] Kill me. I can't get myself to leave. If you want me to leave that much, kill me. [05:47] * Rachel narrows her eyes. [05:47] Not like I deserve to live anyways. I'm never who I was the moment before... [05:48] * Rachel grabs the sword... [05:48] Ťooc: GOD! YOU TURNED ME INTO AN EMOTIONAL PILE OF WIERD AGAIN! :O ť [05:48] * Rachel slides off the bed, past Cody, looking at him with eyes filled with pain briefly.. [05:48] * Rachel then looks at Chrys... [05:49] You say you'll lose everything, that you'll have nothing by the end of this...this is the breaking point. Either prove everyone right...or spit in their faces. [05:49] Chrys, what are you talking about? [05:49] ............ [05:50] * Rachel clenches the hilt of the sword.. [05:50] * Cody suddenly chuckles a little bit to himself. [05:50] <> [05:52] Heh...You know Chrys, you just did the one thing that really makes me feel sorry for you...and at the same time actually makes me want to hurt you. [05:52] Hell, you don't even have to do it yourself if you don't want to. [05:52] * Rachel stands silently... [05:52] Let Cody do it. He just admitted he wants to hurt me anyway...it'd be a mercy killing. [05:52] Both of you... [05:53] Stop it... [05:53] Here you are, feeling sorry for yourself...which I suppose is all right, but here you are and you make others feel GUILTY about it. [05:53] Please.... [05:53] When it's not their fault! [05:54] * Chrys plants his fist in Cody's face, eyes burning with a chaotic fire. "I'LL DO WHATEVER THE DAMN HELL I WANT TO!" [05:54] Ťooc: Ooh I'm laaaagggy ť [05:54] * Cody takes the hit right in the eye, and staggers backwards. He stands up calmly, and looks like he wants to hit Chrys back, but shakes his head. "You're not worth it." [05:55] ........... [05:55] * Rachel seethes suddenly and rushes forward, grabbing Chrys by the collar and shoving him against the wall, nose to nose with him. [05:55] ....... [05:55] Ťooc: GOd! Periods! Hello! :o ť [05:55] Rachel! [05:56] In the end. What does it matter. Huh, Souryuu. What does it matter. I'm a dead woman anyway. What does it matter. You want me? Do you? [05:56] Have me. [05:56] * Rachel kisses Chrys hard. [05:56] O_o [05:56] Ťooc: THAT'S what's wrong with rachel! She's having all her periods NOW instead of distributed evenly every four months! ť [05:56] * Chrys blinks. [05:56] Ťooc: LOL! ť [05:56] Ťooc: Oh dear god. ^^; ť [05:56] * Rachel breaks the kiss and slaps Chrys HARD. [05:56] Huh. [05:56] DO YOU FUCKING WANT ME NOW. [05:56] DO YOU. [05:56] * Cody pales visibly again, looking like someone crushed him. ^^; This is way over his head. [05:57] I'm done. [05:57] I am fucking done. [05:57] * Rachel turns and heads for the door. [05:57] * Chrys draws his daggers. "No you aren't." [05:57] Don't you TOUCH her! [05:57] <> [05:57] I'll touch you both if I want to. I don't fucking care. I've killed before... It'd be nothing new... [05:57] You put your daggers DOWN! Look what you're doing, for Mana's sake! [05:57] Look at yourself! [05:58] I AM! [05:58] What is killing either of us going to do for you? [05:58] * Rachel turns slowly.. [05:58] ...Nothing but further my own death. That's all I want now. [05:58] * Cody 's right eye is turning a lovely shade of purple, by the way. [05:58] I want to fucking know who I am. I want to fucking be in control of myself. [05:59] Ťooc: Something I Can Never Have :o ť [05:59] Then let us help you, but lashing out at us like this won't solve it, Chrys. [05:59] * Cody then looks thoughtful, "Or am I talking to Chrys now?" [05:59] I have no idea. [05:59] * Rachel 's eyes blaze but she doesn't move... [05:59] I don't think you're talking to either one of us. I think you're talking to both. [06:00] Do you want to be in control of yourself....do you really..? Because we'll help you....if you let us. If you stick with us. [06:00] ...I want to die. I want one of me to die. [06:00] ...Killing yourself won't help you control yourself Chrys. Nor will lashing out at all of us. But I'd like to help you...despite the fact you just gave me a really good shiner...ow... [06:01] * Cody rubs his eye a bit. ^^; [06:01] If it comes to that, Chrys....if that's the last resort... [06:02] <> [06:02] Ťooc: LOL. ť [06:02] Ťooc: And here it's supposed to be cute and sweet and nice and good :D ť [06:03] * Cody is quiet, awaiting Chrys' reaction [06:03] * Chrys doesn't react. [06:03] ....you said you'd do anything for me....and I believed you...so stick with us....let us help.. [06:03] let me help.. [06:03] <> [06:04] .... [06:04] Please... [06:05] * Cody 's eye begins to swell shut...he doesn't say anything though. [06:05] Ťooc: cody is so tender! :D ť [06:05] <> [06:05] Ťooc: Nah, this'll give Rahne a good start next session though :) ť [06:05] * Rachel looks weary now.. "Or was that a lie...." [06:06] .... [06:06] That... [06:06] * Chrys drops to his knees. "It.." [06:07] * Rachel glances at Cody, touching the side of his face gently as she passes by him....she touches Chrys's shoulder... "....please...let me help you, Chrys....if anything...just let me try..." [06:07] * Cody blinks at Rachel's touch. [06:08] It...hurts... [06:08] It's okay..... [06:08] Ťooc: Chrys: Damn...these...infernal...cramps! ť [06:08] <> [06:08] Ťooc: Chrys: PMS....graaaaaaaah ť [06:08] You've got friends...here....right now...we won't abandon you... [06:09] <> [06:10] * Rachel looks at Cody for a little help here. ;) [06:11] I won't abandon you Chrys. I don't abandon friends. [06:11] I don't...have many. They mean a lot to me. [06:11] <> [06:11] Ťooc: Tee hee :D ť [06:12] * Chrys spasms [06:12] <> [06:12] Chrys...? [06:12] Ťooc: HE'S HULKING! ť [06:12] I'm...I'm fine. I'll be fine. [06:12] * Rachel blinks a little and steps back a bit.. "Are you sure...?" [06:13] Ťooc: Whoo! I finished Faust :D ť [06:13] * Chrys nods. [06:13] <> [06:14] I'm sorry for... [06:14] Not you. [06:14] Ťooc: Chrys: Make Cody say he's sorry! ...He made me cry! ;_; ť [06:14] * Chrys twirls himself so he's leaning against the wall. [06:14] * Rachel closes her eyes for a moment and sighs softly.. she reopens them and touches Cody's hand a little for comfort. [06:15] * Cody clasps Rachel's hand and smiles a little...looking like he stepped out of a barfight. ^^ [06:15] <> [06:15] * Rachel looks concernedly at Chrys... [06:16] * Chrys exhales sharply and looks up at Rachel with wearied eyes. "Told ya I'd be fine." [06:16] * Rachel smiles wryly and gives Chrys the thumbs up with her free hand. "Knew you could be." [06:18] I think...that we've scared all of the Inn's other occupants... [06:18] Go us. [06:18] Ahem. Yeah...Rhiana told me we have to go meet with the Khan...something about an imperial archmage being in town :/ [06:19] I was going to tell you...but...well..you and Keylia were... [06:19] Erm. [06:19] Yeah. ^^; [06:19] * Cody blushes beet red and looks down. ^^;;;; [06:19] But Chrys told me.. [06:19] (w) I'm really really really really really sorry about that. [06:19] * Rachel shakes her head and just nudges Cody with her elbow as she releases his hand, offering it to Chrys. [06:20] * Chrys takes the hand offered to him. [06:20] . o O ( Agh! Now she hates me...!...She did have a nice...agh! Cody! Control hormone impulses! :/ ) [06:20] <> [06:20] I came here to tell Rachel that the Kahn wanted to see you guys anyways... [06:20] Things just escalated from there. [06:21] * Rachel nods. "It's cool...we're cool, everything is alright...well, uhm, except for that fact that Cody looks a bit....pummelled." ;) [06:21] Sorry about that, Cod... ^^; [06:21] I wasn't myself...literally ^^; [06:21] Ťooc: Oh how I'd LOVE to have that excuse in real life ť [06:21] Then we'd better go. People are waiting for us...and knowing everyone...Niki will tear up Kakkara...Roric will use all of our money on beer...Oh! ^^; It's okay. I got shiners all the time at home. This is a...2 out of 5 on the 'ow' scale. [06:21] * Chrys ehehs. ^^; [06:22] Cody... ;) [06:22] I wonder if I can say that Roric did it in a drunken rage! ^_^ [06:22] ...Nah. He'd hurt me. [06:22] What? ^^; [06:22] Next time...knock, huh? ^_- [06:22] I did! [06:22] He did.. ^^; [06:22] Oh...you mean... [06:22] You were unconscious. [06:22] Uhm, no.. ;) [06:22] * Cody blushes beet red again. [06:22] Oh. Something I missed. [06:23] I'm sure you'll hear about it from Keylia.. ;) [06:23] * Chrys looks at Cody. "Something I apparently regret missing." [06:23] * Cody nods. ^^;;;; [06:23] Three words. Me. Keylia. Bath. [06:23] Ťooc: So tempted to have Cody cross his legs ;P ť [06:23] Together? Kinky. [06:23] * Rachel coughs. "Anyway. We should go..." [06:23] It was an accident! I would never walk on you bathing like that! [06:24] * Chrys blinks. [06:24] Reeeeeeeally. [06:24] * Cody stops and blushes further. [06:24] Y...Yes. Really... [06:24] * Rachel casts Cody an amused look.. "It's okay....at least I know I'm not hideous." [06:24] * Cody begins to look like the human incarnation of a tomato. [06:25] * Rachel sweatdrops. "Erm....think of Roric, Cody." [06:25] No...definetely not hideious at all.. [06:25] Ugh! O_O [06:25] <> [06:25] Roric!? Good goddess! [06:25] Agh! Rachel! Please! O_o I have a delicate mind! [06:25] * Cody can't help but laugh though ^^; [06:25] ;) Sorry, I'm wicked and sadistic, remember?? ;) Let's just go before the Innkeeper comes up with Tori's gun and kills us all. ^_- [06:26] Yes, let's. [06:26] Okay. Lead on, Lady Rachel? ^^; [06:26] Always, stud. C'mon, Chrys... ;) [06:26] .oO("Looks like nothing you do has a lasting effect, eh, Souryuu?" Shut the fuck up. Okay?) [06:26] Sure. ^_- [06:26] * Rachel wraps her arms around both their necks and drags them out the door :o [06:26] Still don't see myself as a stud... [06:26] Ack! ^^; Hey! Easy! [06:27] Too bad! Mwahaha! [06:27] * Cody follows whether he likes it or not. [06:27] * Chrys ditto [06:27] Ťooc: END END END BWAAH ť [06:28] >> And so, the trio of weirdoes go off to cause much mayhem and emotional damage to all those they meet. ;) Rachel's secrets still buried deep within...Cody still bright red from seeing Rachel's firm rear...and Chrys still inhabited by the nasty bad man. I guess some things'll never change. ;) [06:28] >> The END << [06:28] Haha :) [06:28] Heh. We are all FUCKED [06:28] :D [06:28] *** Chrys is now known as Ashton [06:28] *** Ashton [flare_star@lsanca1-ar7-216-233.dsl.gtei.net] is on IRC (???) [06:28] We are. O_o [06:28] And Storen will kill us all [06:28] Cody likes your rear. And your breats. He thinks you're too thin though and he worries. ;_; [06:28] Especially me. [06:28] LOL ;) [06:29] He likes my breats, eh? ;) [06:29] I let out too much :O [06:29] *** Rachel is now known as Heather [06:29] Cody is fucked more because he wants desperately for you guys to be his friends and he fears you'r enot. ^_^ [06:29] Yep :D [06:29] Better than liking your "beasts", Rache [06:29] Breasts. :p [06:29] Damn you, RACHEL HELD YOUR HAAANNDDDD [06:29] * Heather flails [06:29] She did :D [06:29] And he smiled. :D [06:29] Is there no justice ;) [06:29] DO YOU NEED CHRYS TO HOLD YOUR HAND AND SMILE TOO [06:29] Yes ;) [06:29] WILL THAT MAKE HIM YOUR FIREND [06:29] Oh waitt you meant Cody :o [06:29] Well, Rachel he's pretty sure is his friend [06:30] Chrys he's not so sure on since he sorta has...issues. [06:30] LOL [06:30] Hey~ [06:30] er Hey! [06:30] Chrys! [06:30] We all have issues ;) [06:30] It's your turn to write the fic! [06:30] rotfl [06:30] Nu [06:30] Oh jeez ;) [06:30] Is my turn to sleeeep [06:30] nu? [06:30] THen go! [06:30] * Heather scritches her head. ^^ [06:30] Go sleep! [06:30] And tomorrow, I expect fic cuz I shoulda done homework. :p [06:30] BUT I DID IT FOR YOU [06:30] * Heather licks Cody :) [06:30] FOR YOU [06:30] BITCH [06:30] * Cody licks back [06:31] LUDE TOMORROW TOO [06:31] HAHAHA [06:31] Yeah :D If I'm around. [06:31] YAY FOR KEYLIA/RACHEL NAKEDNESS [06:31] O_O [06:31] AGHOHOGAHGAOHOGA [06:31] MUST [06:31] SEE [06:31] ;) [06:31] NUDE NEKKID NUDENES [06:31] S [06:31] I think it might be private tho [06:31] I will say one thing... [06:31] Before Cody comes in [06:31] Hm? ^^ [06:31] Cody will feel his pants buldge ;) He's a guy [06:31] rotfl [06:31] Two women. Naked in a tub together. [06:31] Gee. ;) [06:31] And what will Heather do if she sees a firm Cody ass and chest? [06:31] Huh? [06:32] Huh? [06:32] Blush a lot and titter? [06:32] ^_^ Maybe. Or will she think "That is one hot guy afterall!" [06:32] SHE ALREADY DOES! ;) [06:32] * Heather flails! [06:32] LOL. ^_^ [06:32] aughaughaugh! [06:32] Cody is a girly man ;D [06:32] We were idiots, all right...idiots like a FOX :O [06:32] I GO BED BECAUSE MY ROMANCE FACTOR IS GOING TO EXPLODE IN AN ORGASMIC FURY [06:32] Okay :D [06:32] *** Cody is now known as Lucca [06:32] *** Lucca [dinner@pionet-250.lclark.edu] is on IRC (Nicole Dinner) [06:33] I go too! [06:33] I also need to pee like a muthafucka [06:33] G'night, my sexy stalions [06:33] Night ;) Ashton [06:33] GO PEE MUTHAFUCKA [06:33] Give me love [06:33] ;) [06:33] Night! [06:33] * Lucca gives love [06:33] *** Disconnected Session Close: Mon Nov 13 06:33:45 2000